MY EXO EXPERIENCE: EXOluXion #2 in Malaysia

10:29

12.03.2016

the night where i felt the strength and unity in a fandom; where exo-ls unite to watch the long-awaited performances by our favorite band, EXO.

Hi, if you're a fangirl,you won't think I'm exaggerating. But if you have never been in a fandom, you might not understand; the feels; the commotion; and whatever has been flooding your twitter timeline these past few days. (I totally get it. I don't understand football fanatics because I've never been one). But if you were there during the night, you'll understand perfectly what i meant.

I thought post-concert depression (pcd) wasn't really a thing. But after experiencing it first hand, I proved myself wrong. After everything has ended, it left me feeling empty; lifeless; as if something big has been removed from my heart. My my, who would thought such people (that you've never met them before) would have such power to do such thing (unconsciously).

So, the reason I wanted to make a blog post about this is because firstly I hope it would help me with my pcd, and secondly, I wanted to pour out all of the thoughts I had during the show.

I've been a fan of them ever since MAMA 2012, and I've been supporting them until now. For me, that's a huge commitment since I don't really stick to fandoms that long. So you can say, EXO made me stay and the concert night has proven why.

It was one of the best experiences of my life. It was my first concert, so it was extra special. When EXO finally came out, I had to take a moment and asked myself," Is this real?" The band that I've been watching for the past couple of years only from my tv screen, was finally performing in front of my own eyes. It was unbelievable.

I enjoyed the whole performance. I was singing, dancing, jumping and gave my all. And i can clearly see that the boys also gave their all. They gave great performances no matter how tired they are.

Being a Kai-biased, for me, he was the highlight of the show. I bought the Rock O tickets because I knew he was going to be around ROCK O for most of the time compared to ROCK E/X. Oh man, he was really charismatic on stage. His gaze is really strong; the type where it'll pierce right through your soul. And do I have to even mention his dancing? His solo part for Baby Don't Cry was amazing. Good job, Jongin!

Chanyeol came close to ROCK O a couple of few times to interact with the fans. He's so tall, handsome as hell (yes I'm quoting Taytay). He made the most interactions compared to the other members (I think it's because he's naturally friendly so it showed when he was on stage).

Another memorable moment was when during the short break (before SING FOR YOU), all the lights were dim and the stage was dark. All the fans in the stadium sang the chorus part for SING FOR YOU (it was a fan project ). At that very moment, it was my proudest moments as an exo-l. I was amazed on how music can bring people together and unite. Everyone sang until EXO came out and started singing. Suho said he was very surprised that the fans in the venue sang along to all of their songs (not only the chorus). Well, glad to say I was one of them (yes im that type of fan).

Sehun asked what was written on the banners that we hold during SING FOR YOU. He said that the quote was something he said before, and he mentioned that we weren't updated HAHA. Sehun is that sassy friend that you'll have every now and then.

Overall, I had so much fun. I was very happy that I can finally live my dream as a fangirl; and I can tell people I actually went to my fav band's concert. I was lucky enough to see them perform in my front of my eyes and I wouldn't trade the memory for anything else.

EXO SARANGHAJA!

I finally got to do what I love, which was watching EXO performed. So in another phrase, I was in love with their performances throughout the concert. The feelings were indescribable. Is the feeling the same as falling in love (in real life)?

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Lemme know if you've experienced both. I'll update you guys if i find the answer.